Twist

This entry isn't about our sex life, per se.  It's about me, and how I feel about sex.

I know I've mentioned it before, but I'm going through another phase of being pretty judgmental and frightened of kink.  The other day I judged Nexus for watching gangbang creampie porn.  I was so upset thinking he liked to see a woman degraded and used like a fuck sack.  I made him feel like shit about his choice.   What the fuck is with me?  Here I am watching porn that is just as easy to be judgmental about, but does he judge me?  Absolutely not.

I hate the fact that I can't just completely embrace my kinkiness, and Nexus', without casting a negative light on it.  There's nothing illegal, hurtful, or damaging being done in our households, so why the hell should I be ashamed of my/his wants and desires?  Answer:  I should not.

If you're reading this, and you have any advice about how to chill the fuck out, please message me.  Please.

That's all.