In other news...

... I'm dying to do something very kinky, verging on filthy, with Nexus this weekend.  I'm fucking frisky as hell, and have been under mass amounts of stress.  I need to decompress.

I hope he takes a strong hand with me this weekend.  I think, but am unsure, that I need thrown around a bit, spanked, and generally put in my place, then praised.  That sounds divine right about now.  I will leave it in his capable and strong hands however.  He knows I'm seeking kink, and I'm sure he will deliver.  I am one excited little doll!

The other piece of news I have is that I got my nipples pierced again.  I've had them done, vertically, horizontally, and diagonally, but only the diagonals were still in place.  Now I've got the existing diagonal barbells, and the new horizontal rings.  They look all pretty and dressed up.

Mmm, kinky weekend ahead... fingers crossed.

<3 Deviant Doll

I want some kink *stomps foot*

I seriously think I was pouting because I wanted some kink so badly.

Next thing I knew leather cuffs were being tightened around my wrists, and a chain was used to link them together.  I was bound to the arm of the futon, wearing a cute white ruched merrywidow with black polka dots and hot pink bows (the image to the right is the same style, just a different colour).  It was adorable.  Also with my patent leather fuck shoes.  According to Nexus I looked good enough to eat, and eat he did.

He spread my legs open as I was standing and bent over the futon, where I was attached.  It was so sexy because he went underneath me and just went to town licking me.  It wasn't long before I squirted all over his face.  At first I was awfully embarrassed, but after a bit, I was so fucking turned on, I didn't care anymore.  I know he likes it, so... squirt away, I say.

My shoes kept sliding on the tile floor, thus my legs were spreading wider and wider.  Still Nexus was pleasuring me.  I loved when I looked through my legs and saw him stroking his own cock too.  There's something incredibly hot about him stroking his cock when he's pleasuring me.

He got up, undid me (thankfully, because I was started to be in a bit of pain, yet loving it anyway) and then I pounced him!  I think that was a bit of a pleasant surprise for Nexus.  I'm not a top kind of gal, but lately I like to pounce him suddenly and ride the fuck out of his cock.  I love looking at his glassy eyes as I ride him to the finish.  So I did.

One day soon I'm going to try the reverse cowgirl position.  I don't recall that I've ever tried it, and I keep threatening to.

Ya know, there's something very pleasing about being on top of Nexus and watching his face as he comes.  Sometimes I want to wrap my hand around his throat when he's launching his cum into me.

<3 Deviant Doll

This is what you're gonna do...

"I want you to choose the porn of your liking, and it should be at least 10 minutes long.  I want you to change into your black and white striped skirt, platform boots, and you don't really need a top."

I was intrigued and a bit nervous because I had been bemoaning that I wanted my own version of having a dress up kind of 'event', like when I femme up Nexus.

It takes me a LONG time to find porn that I really enjoy, so I set about my tasks, like the eager pleaser that I am.  When I'd finally chosen my porn, I told Nexus.  He had a quick view of it, and decided it was a good choice.  Apparently he wouldn't be watching it anyway...

He touched my face and looked deeply into my eyes, then kissed me.  Mmm... I love the way he kisses.

Then he smiled a grin that I couldn't quite read.  Was that a devilish look?

I was instructed to sit on the futon, and widely spread my legs.  I did as I was told.  He pushed the table back and cleared an area in front of the futon.  Then I heard the jingle of buckles.  I knew what was coming.  He wrapped the leather cuffs around my wrists and pulled tightly, then joining them together behind my back.  "Watch your porn now", he instructed.

As I watched a priest fuck two nuns in rural France I found myself surprisingly turned on by this cliche role play.  It helped that the costumes and setting were extremely authentic looking; I love that.  Being the lucky girl that I am, Nexus buried his face between my thighs and licked my pussy like it was the last thing in the world he could have for sustenance.

I squirmed at the feeling of his tongue and fingers pleasuring me.  I was dying to touch him, but I couldn't.  That feeling of dying to touch him was extremely fun though, I must say.

To help me, he stood up and put his cock in my mouth and pumped it back and forth in my mouth. A lot of times I push or grope his ass when I'm giving him head, but I wasn't able to this time because my hands were still bound behind my back.  I sort of lunged by mouth forward on his cock, trying to get all of him inside and down my throat.  He started throat fucking me and I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes, but I was enjoying it so much.

When it finally got to be too much he undid the wrist cuffs, pushed me down and just nailed me!  He fucked me for all he was worth.  Legs up, legs down, legs up and to the side, missionary, etc.  It was bliss.

Thank you my sexy, Nexus.  That night was beyond fun, and you made it for me <3

I'm a lucky girl.

<3 Deviant Doll

Can we do anal, please?

I always thought that guys want to do anal, like, anytime they can.  Alas, since the last incident where I ended up barfing from the adrenaline rush from the (pain of) ill-executed anal, Nexus looked almost frightened when I asked.

Nonetheless, he complied.

For whatever reason, even after all these months that Nexus and I have been together, I am still able to get shy and awkward around him.  Some say it's endearing.  I say it's annoying.

We fooled around for a long time, making out with such love between us.  I was really ready for some more serious fun.  I guess because I was such a willing and wanting participant, I relaxed quite easily and Nexus was able to get his extremely lubed finger(s) inside my bum.  I wasn't overly enjoying his fingers up there, but I knew I would love his hard cock inside me.

He lubed himself and me, to a ridiculous degree and then whammo!  We were so lubed up that it just shot in there like a fucking rocket!  It was unreal.  It didn't hurt at all, but I jumped because I was so surprised.

I was lying on my stomach with his cock inside me.  We lay there together for a minute, neither of us moving.  Well, in fairness I could feel his cock twitching; super eager to start fucking me.  Nexus made sure to pull my hair and put all of his body weight on me at points; he knows I love this.  Boy, I was enjoying myself quite thoroughly and was pushing back onto him like crazy!  I couldn't get enough of him.

With his cock inside my ass, one hand grasping a large handful of my hair, and his other hand rubbing my clit, I was at his fucking mercy.  I was so wet that I was dripping onto the sheets.  It had been a while since I'd been that eager, and I was loving it.  I handed him a small red vibrator and he inserted it into my pussy.  The feeling of him in my ass, and the vibe in my pussy was AMAZING! With all those sensations going at once, I ended up sort of going into a fuck trance or something, I'm really not quite sure what happened.

All I remember was all the different pleasure sensations, and the sounds of me moaning non-stop.  I was just going nutso.  Every time he'd pull back on his stroke outward, my ass would pull him back in, just dying for more.  So much cum and moaning.

After about  1/2 hour of fucking he came so hard in my ass!  I basically milked the cum from his cock with my  ass.  Fuuuuuck he MOANED.  It was so ridiculously hot.  I love when I can feel his cum pumping into me.  The idea that I've made him and his cock so happy, makes me one happy, and good girl.

When we Nexus finally caught his breath, he nuzzled into my neck and told me I was a good girl.  I was thrilled, but just couldn't move.  I was like paralytic with orgasm.  Honestly?  I could cum for the whole night, it felt that fucking good!

He asked me if I'd had several orgasms, and then joked that maybe I just had one giant one that lasted half an hour.  I'm not exaggerating or kidding when I say this, but I do have to question if I just had one giant, mega orgasm!  It was phenomenal.

This may have to be in the cards this weekend.  I've got myself all riled up thinking about it.

<3 Deviant Doll