16 July, 2012

This past Saturday night Nexus and I did a recreational "love drug" at a party, and then realized quite quickly that we needed to go back to the love den.  We needed the opportunity to be on our own, naked, safe, and loving one another.

We were tripping balls for 9 hours, and at some points we really couldn't see the forest for the trees so-to-speak.

When we started fooling around we were taken aback by how much more amazing everything felt immediately.  WOWZA.

I started stroking Nexus's hard cock and suddenly I felt overwhelmed with sexual desire and love.  He was lying on his back and I gently slid my hand up and down his shaft, slightly squeezing it with each stroke.  With each venture of my hand up and down his cock, I became more enamoured with it's feel.  The warmth and smoothness of him got me very wound up.  It somehow looked even bigger than usual.

It's largeness inspired me to use both of my hands.  I kneaded, stroked, squeezed, rubbed, and tickled his cock.  His moans were out of this world.  I was seeing trails off of my hands, and lights.  It was seriously trippy.  I looked up at his face and he looked like he was in such total bliss.  That look just encouraged me more.  By this point I was moaning and humping his leg.  My wet pussy sliding up and down his leg.

I sat up and looked at his cock from up above.  Then just devoured it in my mouth.  Licking, sucking, gagging, kissing, my tongue swirling around the head as I stroked his shaft with my excessively eager hand.

The noises that were coming out of both of us were of sheer brilliant sex magic.

At one point with his cock in my mouth I looked up at Nexus and gave him such sex eyes.  His cock thrust up into my throat and then he started fucking my mouth.  There were no holds barred.  It.  Was.  AMAZING.

I was squeezing my thighs together and could feel my cum coming out.  I was so wet from touching and sucking him.

His breath quickened and his moans got deeper and more anxious.  I knew he was going to cum in my mouth and I was both terrified and excited all at once.  Terrified because I knew it was going to be an epic load of cum, and boy was I right!  He filled my mouth until it was running down my chin, then it continued down his throbbing shaft, down onto his balls.  It was a delicious mess.  DELICIOUS.

I felt so happy that I'd pleased my Nexus so much.

<3 Deviant Doll

Throat fucking and peeing

Recently I've decided to not filter much during sex.  A lot of times I hold back from doing something because I fear reaction from my partner.  Luckily for me, my partner is amazingly open.  We've discussed our boundaries, and as it turns out, my biggest boundary is my own fear.

The other day Nexus was going down on me and it felt like heaven was caressing my clit with rainbows.  It was just deliciously perfect.  Suddenly I had an urge to pee in his mouth.  Now I already know that Nexus is open to pee stuff, but I've only ever dabbled with us peeing on one another's genitals.

Next thing I knew I was releasing hot pee into his mouth and he was drinking up like it was totally normal.  No shock.  No choking.  No "OMFG WTF are you doing, you crazy peeing bitch!"  I came SO hard immediately.  I think I was super turned on by what he was doing, and also the risky behavior that I had taken.  It was hot.  Really hot.

On another night Nexus moved into a position where I could easily suck his cock, and suddenly it went right down my throat - the whole thing!  I didn't gag, I guess because of the position we were in.  He fucked my throat.  To this day I still don't really understand how we managed to do this.  But guess what happened?  I came all over the place!

As it happens, taking risks in sex can sometimes be well fucking worth it.  I was literally dripping cum at one point.  My cunt was so slick with my own juices that Nexus had a hard time fucking me because I was so slippery with fucked up desire.

Hot.

<3 Deviant Doll