This past Saturday night Nexus and I did a recreational "love drug" at a party, and then realized quite quickly that we needed to go back to the love den.  We needed the opportunity to be on our own, naked, safe, and loving one another.

We were tripping balls for 9 hours, and at some points we really couldn't see the forest for the trees so-to-speak.

When we started fooling around we were taken aback by how much more amazing everything felt immediately.  WOWZA.

I started stroking Nexus's hard cock and suddenly I felt overwhelmed with sexual desire and love.  He was lying on his back and I gently slid my hand up and down his shaft, slightly squeezing it with each stroke.  With each venture of my hand up and down his cock, I became more enamoured with it's feel.  The warmth and smoothness of him got me very wound up.  It somehow looked even bigger than usual.

It's largeness inspired me to use both of my hands.  I kneaded, stroked, squeezed, rubbed, and tickled his cock.  His moans were out of this world.  I was seeing trails off of my hands, and lights.  It was seriously trippy.  I looked up at his face and he looked like he was in such total bliss.  That look just encouraged me more.  By this point I was moaning and humping his leg.  My wet pussy sliding up and down his leg.

I sat up and looked at his cock from up above.  Then just devoured it in my mouth.  Licking, sucking, gagging, kissing, my tongue swirling around the head as I stroked his shaft with my excessively eager hand.

The noises that were coming out of both of us were of sheer brilliant sex magic.

At one point with his cock in my mouth I looked up at Nexus and gave him such sex eyes.  His cock thrust up into my throat and then he started fucking my mouth.  There were no holds barred.  It.  Was.  AMAZING.

I was squeezing my thighs together and could feel my cum coming out.  I was so wet from touching and sucking him.

His breath quickened and his moans got deeper and more anxious.  I knew he was going to cum in my mouth and I was both terrified and excited all at once.  Terrified because I knew it was going to be an epic load of cum, and boy was I right!  He filled my mouth until it was running down my chin, then it continued down his throbbing shaft, down onto his balls.  It was a delicious mess.  DELICIOUS.

I felt so happy that I'd pleased my Nexus so much.

<3 Deviant Doll

Throat fucking and peeing

Recently I've decided to not filter much during sex.  A lot of times I hold back from doing something because I fear reaction from my partner.  Luckily for me, my partner is amazingly open.  We've discussed our boundaries, and as it turns out, my biggest boundary is my own fear.

The other day Nexus was going down on me and it felt like heaven was caressing my clit with rainbows.  It was just deliciously perfect.  Suddenly I had an urge to pee in his mouth.  Now I already know that Nexus is open to pee stuff, but I've only ever dabbled with us peeing on one another's genitals.

Next thing I knew I was releasing hot pee into his mouth and he was drinking up like it was totally normal.  No shock.  No choking.  No "OMFG WTF are you doing, you crazy peeing bitch!"  I came SO hard immediately.  I think I was super turned on by what he was doing, and also the risky behavior that I had taken.  It was hot.  Really hot.

On another night Nexus moved into a position where I could easily suck his cock, and suddenly it went right down my throat - the whole thing!  I didn't gag, I guess because of the position we were in.  He fucked my throat.  To this day I still don't really understand how we managed to do this.  But guess what happened?  I came all over the place!

As it happens, taking risks in sex can sometimes be well fucking worth it.  I was literally dripping cum at one point.  My cunt was so slick with my own juices that Nexus had a hard time fucking me because I was so slippery with fucked up desire.

Hot.

<3 Deviant Doll

Diary of a 1950's housewife.

This entry was written a couple of years ago, but I've been thinking about it a lot lately.  I want to do these things very badly.

Dear Diary,

Something's really razzed my berries! Last night I was able to get out and see the Boss. It's true! Zen has come for a visit, and despite having loads of domestic responsibilities I snuck out to meet him anyway. I felt like such a shuckster because I told hubby I was going to meet the gals for a nice meal, followed by an overnight stitch 'n' bitch! I was so, so nervous, but when the Boss calls, I listen.

Bettie phoned and booked a lovely hotel room for the Boss and I to enjoy. Of course I couldn't have the charge on my credit card! My stomach was churning the whole time I was driving into the city; I just wasn't sure what to expect. What I did know for sure was I wanted to be on the stick. I was a Girl Guide once, and I knew that being prepared was super important. Zen's a bit of an oddball, but he's the most. In the car I couldn't stop thinking about what we were going to do. I had to tear ass to get there before him. Setting the scene (and my nest!) was really important to me. This night was made in the shade.

I brought a wonderful bottle of single malt whiskey and hoped he'd enjoy it. If he did, I would hope for an invitation to join him. I placed two glasses and the bottle on cutest little table in the hotel room. Must admit, I felt rather racy when checking into our pad for the night!

Getting myself ready was a luxurious process; I buffed, shaved, trimmed, coiffed, moisturized, and perfected everything. My corset gave me a bit more trouble than I'd hoped, but I kept imagining us making out and that made me happy again.

With Sonny Burgess playing softly in the background, I fluffed my soft crinoline and waited.

When the knock came at the door it echoed in my ears and through my body directly to my girly bits! He looked so handsome through that tiny little hole in the door. I'd gazed at him long enough that he had to knock again - what a goof I was! I quickly smoothed my dress, bounced the bottom of my hair, and then opened the door. My eyes must have lit up as I saw him; his did...swoon. He drank me in before entering the room; he even asked me to do a little twirl for him. I was a good girl. I had done very well so far!

I took his hat and coat, and deeply inhaled his scent. Quickly I glided over to offer him a drink. He insisted that I join him - I was thrilled! The whiskey warmed me right through. I wasn't sure what to call him. See, in writing I always referred to him as Boss. It was just a name I'd given him naturally from the start.

"Come 'ere, doll. Sit on my lap." he said in that sexy voice of his.

"Yes, Boss." I purred, followed by a coy upward glance.

Oh dear diary, I was shaking like a leaf! It must have been all that excitement that was brewing inside of me since August. For 4 months now I had dreamt of sitting on his lap and feeling the warmth of his manhood nestled underneath my wazoo. This was perfect. I gracefully swung my legs over the side of his chair, as I'd imagined and practiced so many times since August, so you can imagine my shock when my dress lifted up a bit. I was so embarrassed! Boss smiled gently and as he brushed my dress back down to a respectable level, he touched my leg and paused. Well! I felt my flower start to bloom! Ooooh, it had never felt like that before. I wondered if I had just climaxed? My face blushed, I could feel it.

"It's okay, doll. You have done nothing wrong." he assured me. Then he put one finger on my chin and turned my face to his. We looked at one another for an eternity and then he put his strong mouth on mine and opened it ever so slightly to put his tongue in! Can you believe it? I thought only European men did that! Another shudder, and my thighs squeezed together bringing another wonderful feeling. He wrapped his other arm around my waist, which I always find to be such an erotic body part. His mouth made its way to my neck and I moved my head to expose more of it for him to devour. I felt like one of those fast girls...maybe I was! I figured we would have sex soon, but he had different plans first.

"Go get on the bed, doll. Lie down on your back, and I'll be with you in a minute." he said as he went to get something from his overnight bag.

I wondered what on earth he could be up to! He lay his full weight on my body when he came back, and as I breathed in I felt my breath struggle a bit. I loved this. His tongue wrestled with mine. I'm sure my red lipstick must have been everywhere! His hand squeezed my breast and kneaded it, stopping to pinch my nipple. He caressed my corsetted waist and then very surprisingly he made his way under my dress. To be honest, I was pleasantly surprised. His fingers touched my very wet panties and when he moved them aside to touch me more intimately, he looked at me and smiled.

"Good girl. You are so wet." he praised.

He stood me up and systematically removed all of my clothing, except for my shoes, he put those back on after taking off my stockings. As I stood naked as a jay bird, he admired me once again, and requested me to twirl slowly. When he saw my bum, he slapped it! I couldn't believe it. He sure rattled my cage!

I went to lie down on the bed, but he ordered me to stay standing. How odd.

My body ached for his touch. I wanted him to caress me, and take me. I was shocked by my own filthy thoughts.

Simultaneously I wanted to cover up, and spread wide open. It was so confusing. He decided for me as he moved my legs apart with his foot. Our kisses were no longer innocent, but full of passion and excitement. I was terrified his reaction would be one of disdain when he saw that I had my nipples and hood pierced, but instead he gave me such a sinful grin, only the Boss could give me such a grin. He savaged me. His mouth full of me. His tongue all over me. I fell back on the bed, no longer able to hold myself up.

"I told you to stand. Now get up!" he growled. His tone had changed so suddenly! He spun me around and told me to put my hands on the bed. He spanked me! I'm not sure how many times he struck me, but enough to get my attention. Oddly, he rubbed my bum in between his stinging strikes. At first I was so shocked that I was totally silent. My heart pounded and my insides shook. My poor legs trembled as I took my punishment for enjoying his touch so much that I fell over. As soon as he stopped spanking me, he inserted two fingers into my pussy. They slid into me no problem. I was clearly enjoying myself, but I remember feeling so confused at being so aroused.

His fingers moved in and out of me making me ache with pleasure. My breath quickened and suddenly he stopped.

"Your cheeks are such a lovely rosy colour, doll." I felt myself push my body back a bit, hoping to make contact with his magical fingers yet again. No dice. He took off his tie, and then wrapped his it around my wrists, tying them together. Without my hands to use, my face was jammed into the mattress. I moved my face to the side so I could breath better and was met with his hard and eager looking cock! (I can't believe I just wrote the word 'cock'!) I wasn't surprised to see that it was adorned with metal, but I sure was excited! I'd never been with a man who had body modifications, but here was my Boss, always able to provide. I opened my mouth as wide as I could get it when lying face first on the mattress like that, and with his lead, his cock was in my mouth. He pumped it in and out, and I felt my tongue start to swirl around it. I was greedy for him. He grasped a hard handful of my hair and held tight. I so wanted to please him. When his cock fell out of my mouth, he pulled me up, sat back in the chair and ordered me to come take my punishment. As I lay across his lap being spanked by him, I fell into another world. I could feel each strike, its sting, and the heat it was generating on my bum, but I wanted more. Pleasure, and pain, pleasure and pain. The combination of his firmness and strength, as well as his kindness and nurturing was sublime.

"Now be a good girl, and do as you're told. I'll take care of you. You will feel me."

He moved me up and instructed me to lean back in the chair and "spread my legs" for him. He wanted to eat my sopping wet pussy. It almost felt like there were two tongues moving over me, twisting and sliding. Dear diary, it was so amazing. I swear I'm a different woman now. As it turns out, his tongue is split in two! A forked tongue, I know, I should have known we'd get in trouble together. My hips moved back and forth, trying to help my pussy get more and more of him and his serpent-like tongue. His fingers moved in and out of me and then suddenly I felt like something was going to happen, but I wasn't sure what!

"Take your fingers out! Please!" I groaned. As he did I heard a sloshing kind of sound and thought I'd wet myself. I guess I kind of did.

He almost laughed his words: "GOOD GIRL! That's very good, doll!"

I twitched and bucked my hips with what can only be described as the most amazing feeling ever! My legs were open wide and then SLAP! He slapped my very swollen clitoris. So mean! He brought me back to reality very quickly.

"Next time, you ask before you cum. Do you understand me?" he said in such a condescending manner. "But I don't know if it's going to happen. How can I ask you if I don't know?" I asked. He pulled me up with a hard pull on my bound wrists, flung me over his knee again and spanked me with such fervour. I guess I'd have to figure it out, or get spanked again!

"Righto, Boss" I complied. He hugged me tightly to his body and reassured me that we were there for each other's pleasure, but that when I was with him, I was to behave. I felt so much better.

He led me to the bed, pushed me onto it, and proceeded to untie me. Strangely, I felt a little disappointed. He lay down on his back and moved me onto his face. He knew very well that I didn't like being in control, in fact, it kind of scared me, but he seemed to like pushing my boundaries. With my legs on either side of his head, and my hands on the wall in front of me, I gently rested my pussy on his mouth. He sucked my clitoris into his mouth and moved his tongue(s) around on it. I moved my hips a bit and welcomed the feeling it gave me. I moved faster and harder on his face, and then stopped myself from cumming. I knew if I moved a muscle I was going to cum all over his face and I didn't even want to think about how much trouble I'd get into for that. I tried lifting myself up but he wouldn't let me. His tongue teased and taunted me, almost daring me to cum. I tried so hard to think of everything else but the feeling I was fighting, but it was too late. I moved rhythmically across his face and came hard. I fell towards the wall, exhausted from the exertion of the pleasure. He moved my hips back and as I looked down at his face, his eyes brightened in a twisted kind of way. All he did was point. I looked in the direction he was pointing, but didn't see anything. He repointed his finger and motioned to the corner. I got up off of him, slick from pleasure, and made my way to the corner. I was in time out. Seriously.

Of course he spanked me again....and again. This time I was on all fours on the carpet. Unbelievably, he sat in the chair, and put his feet up on me, as though I was a foot stool or something! He poured himself another drink, and chatted to me as though nothing was going on! This was like wow.

When his drink was finished he removed his feet from my back, got down on the carpet with me, and started fucking me. At first he was more gentle than I had anticipated, but then gained a steady and heavy rhythm. I moved very little, not wanting to disturb him, for fear of more punishment or humiliation. He pounded into me. I couldn't help but start to move with him and our pleasure. I pushed hard back against him and took all of him inside me. He pulled himself out and I felt a slightly cool wetness on my 'other hole'!! He rubbed it with the head of his penis, gently trying to insert it a little at a time. Knock, knock! I jumped. He got up and opened the door! I couldn't believe it. I wasn't sure if I should cover up and risk getting in trouble, or stay where I was and be mortified by someone else seeing me. I decided to stay where I was. It was a male voice, and they spoke in hushed tones.

A man I had never seen before was ushered into the room with my Boss! This was awful. Why was he doing this to me? That's all I remember thinking. Tears welled up in my eyes. I looked down at the carpet, refusing to make eye contact with this stranger.

"Doll, are you always this rude to guests? Look up and welcome my friend." he growled.

"Hello" I mumbled.

The guys looked at one another and the stranger and my Boss nodded. I looked back at the ground.

Over the next few hours the two of them had their ways with me. One at a time, with the other watching. Both at the same time. Me forced to pleasure myself for both of their watchful eyes. The stranger set to me with a vibrator!

As things were coming to a natural end, my Boss held me, and gave me such wonderful praise. I had been a very good girl and he was proud of me. As he was talking, him and the stranger lay me on the bed. Each one inserted themselves into me, they moved in unison, groaning as one fucked my pussy and the other my ass. The stranger blindfolded me, and then I heard crinkling, I can only assume it was the prophylactic wrappers. They switched where they were fucking me. I think. Unable to see anything I finally fully submitted to the fate of the evening. My Boss had me.

I lay still on the bed listening to my Boss escort the stranger to the door, again speaking in muffled tones.

I heard the water running in the bathroom and my Boss came to me on the bed. He untied the blindfold, and held and caressed me. He praised me again, and told me he couldn't be prouder of me. Before this I'd never known I wanted him to be proud of me, and now I was swollen with pride.

"Go get in the bath. I'll be there in a few minutes to wash your hair."

The warm water stung my used pussy, but soon became accustomed. He climbed in the tub behind me and washed my hair. He was so gentle and caring.

Clean and tired, we made our way to the bed to catch some zzz's. He had laid out a sweet cotton nightie for me. He helped me into it and then brushed my hair.

"Time for bed, doll." he said assertively.

And that dear diary, is what razzed my berries last night!

Long Shot Kick de Bucket.

If you can believe it, I have no kinky things to write about.  Sigh.  This is not making me a happy girl.  Let's not be mistaken however, the orgasms this weekend were mind-blowing!  You know the kind.  The kind where you are bucking and flailing, uncontrollably jamming your crotch in your lover's face, covering as much of their face as possible.

It's funny, I feel bad when I'm writhing all over Nexus' face, but not bad enough to stop.  Ha ha!  I was happy to have squirted a couple of times this weekend.  To have a simultaneous clitoral and g-spot orgasm is phenomenal, and pretty hard to attain (at least for me) but this weekend it happened twice.  Nexus is pretty dedicated, and went down on me for like 3/4 of an hour, no joke.  So awesome.

Alas, this post is going to be about sex stuff that I want to do before I die.  I had done a list a year or so ago, but have checked off so many things, and have changed so drastically since being with Nexus, that I feel it only right to create a new list.

1. MFM - complete obsession
2. Group sex
3. More extreme rope bondage
4. (En)forced feminise two men, then play with them and have them play together for my entertainment
5. See Nexus fool around with a guy.  This is quite specific, and obviously depending on whether or not Nexus is willing.  At this point it doesn't really seem like his cup of tea, but we'll see...  I would like to voyeur this, but also would like this to happen during an MFM, but not my first MFM experience.
6. Fuck in a graveyard.  So fucking cliche, but we came so close to doing it the other day that it's back on my to-do list.
7. Fool around with a lady.  Yes, I've already done this, but it didn't go well.  I want to have a new experience.
8. Make out with a girl and have us share Nexus' cock in the make-out session.  He'd fuck me for a bit, then pull out and jerk off all over our faces while her and I make-out.
9. Fuck in a movie theatre.
10. Get gangbanged.  To be honest, I'd love to be creampie gangbanged, but I know for health and safety reasons this cannot happen.
11. Fuck a stranger, then quickly cab it home to Nexus and fuck him without me showering in between.

That's all I can think of for now, but I'm sure I'll add to it at some point.

Any takers?

<3 Deviant Doll

Twist

This entry isn't about our sex life, per se.  It's about me, and how I feel about sex.

I know I've mentioned it before, but I'm going through another phase of being pretty judgmental and frightened of kink.  The other day I judged Nexus for watching gangbang creampie porn.  I was so upset thinking he liked to see a woman degraded and used like a fuck sack.  I made him feel like shit about his choice.   What the fuck is with me?  Here I am watching porn that is just as easy to be judgmental about, but does he judge me?  Absolutely not.

I hate the fact that I can't just completely embrace my kinkiness, and Nexus', without casting a negative light on it.  There's nothing illegal, hurtful, or damaging being done in our households, so why the hell should I be ashamed of my/his wants and desires?  Answer:  I should not.

If you're reading this, and you have any advice about how to chill the fuck out, please message me.  Please.

That's all.

Three weeks or so ago I went to an underwear party.  There were approximately 300 of us prancing around in our skimpies.  Admittedly I was really nervous, and I have no idea why.  I've been to plenty of fetish nights, lots of public pools, and frequented Vancouver's Wreck Beach.  So being nervous at an underwear party seemed a bit ridiculous, but it almost made it a bit more exciting.

I suppose part of the nervousness was wondering what it would be all about.  Would people be fucking everywhere?  I had so many questions, and about 100 fantasies that I had conjured.

I wore a black corset, beige stockings with a black garter, black stiletto ankle boots, black and red striped panties with a sheer black bum, black underbust corset, and a beautiful black lace bra that was totally see through.  That bra made my boobs look stellar!

At first I was terrified to take off my coat, and found myself putting it on every time I wanted to go outside.  Within an hour or so I was far less nervous and waltzed outside in all my glory.  There were some pretty cute outfits, as well as some really sexy ones.  I have terrible self image, but the beauty of this event was that everyone seemed pretty chilled out, and for once I didn't feel overly self-conscious.

The level of sex and perversion was way less than I expected, and for that reason I was a little disappointed.  I'd fantasized that I'd be such a naughty girl and sidle up to my partner Nexus, sit on his lap, start making out with him, then slide my panties to the side, and slide his hard cock into my wet pussy.  I tend to get really wet when I'm doing something risque.  Of course if you're going to have a fantasy, might as well make it a good 'un.  It goes on to have someone waltz up and get all turned on by what we're doing, so they join in by making out with me as I'm grinding and riding on Nexus' cock.  It goes on and on and basically turned into a full-blown orgy.  Alas, nothing like this happened.

I partook in recreational drugs that night and things started going a bit wonky.  I wasn't able to properly take part in the Peep Show tent because I got really paranoid, sadly.  The idea of the Peep Show was quite cute, and I wish in retrospect that I was just able to lose control for one night.  Alas, I always fight it.  The Peep Show was a tent that had a sofa on two of the four sides of the tent; the sofas were facing one another.  There was a sheer curtain in between, and the idea was that people would fool around and turn one another one with a show.  For the most part it was really tame, or made to just look like a show. The participants didn't seem passionate, just attention whores.

One of our friends that we've discussed having a threesome with was at the underwear party, and it was decided by the end of the night that we'd continue the party back at Nexus' place.

Any of my readers know that I've always wanted to be with two men, and I was pretty excited that this might be the time.  That being said, I was EXHAUSTED and tripping balls.  By the time we got back to Nexus' place it was almost 6am.  We did more drugs, and then started to fool around.  Nexus was encouraging our friend to touch me, and compliment me.  It was a bit forced and silly, but the result was what we wanted.

I loved the feeling of two sets of hands all over my body, touching me with different strengths and grips, different little flicks and rubs.  At one point we went full-on dating show and did a three-way kiss - that was just awkward, but fun!

We moved to the bedroom so that we had more room to play, and play we did.  At one point Nexus was going down on me, and the friend was fingering me.  His hands were strong and determined; he was not shy at all!

I got to live out a fantasy of mine, and quite liked setting up the boys for it.  I got them both to lie on their  backs and essentially scissor one another.  Their balls were touching each other, and I took both of their hard cocks in my mouth and sucked them off simultaneously.  I loved sliding my tongue in between their shafts and then rubbing their slippery cock heads against one another.  They were both moaning so much - it pleased me greatly!

I loved having two cocks to play with.  Cocks are so much fun!

At one point I was on all fours and Nexus was fucking me hard from behind.  The friend slid underneath me and started licking my pussy while Nexus fucked me.  Maaaaaaan, that felt good.  I could've done just that all damn morning.

I wanted to see more of both of them on me.  Partly what I'd like from an mfm is two men working hard to please me.  It's not just about me sucking and fucking non-stop.

Sadly because we were all so tired and messed up on substances, none of us were able to 'finish' properly.  Well, I got to cum once when the Hitachi was brought out, but I felt shy and for some reason wanted to stay in control again.  SO WEIRD.

The good news is, I got to experience two things that I've always wanted to experience.

Now to get myself into more trouble with two men... this needs to happen.  I've had my taste and now I want to be a glutton.

<3 Deviant Doll

My dress was at his apartment.

We were going out after work, but I had to nip home.  I was in my work clothes and wanted to change; the dress I wanted to wear was at Nexus' apartment.  Being that I hate doing laundry, I thought I'd go over naked, with my boots on, and a coat.  I mean who would know?  That way I could leave my work clothes at home, and not dirty another outfit just so that I could get changed again at Nexus' place. The more I thought about it, the more I thought it was kind of a cool idea.

It was an interesting feeling walking from the house to the car.  The cold wind swirled up my legs and tickled and punished my bare pussy.  I felt sexy, kinky, nervous, and excited.  I didn't expect my coat to ride up so much when I sat down.  The leather seat was icy cold on my bare ass.  Goosebumps spread over my legs.  As I rubbed my legs to warm them, I spread them open a bit and touched my soft, wet warmth as I chose music.

Of course a giant gust of wind blew my coat wide open, just high enough to show a sneak peek of my lady bits.  Yep.  In all of her porcelain glory, my pussy stopped two people dead in the parking lot.  Awesome.

When I got upstairs I fumbled with my key so that Nexus would have to come to the door.  His eyes immediately went down to my bare legs wearing knee high black leather and suede studded boots.  As he ran his hand up my leg he got more excited!  His eyes totally lit up.  When I opened my coat he got so hard.  Right away.

I dropped to my knees, pulled down his boxers, and slid my tongue down the underside of his shaft.  I licked and licked his cock until it was wet enough to slide right into my enthusiastic mouth.  I took him deep into my throat and reveled in the noises my throat was making.  I'd heard the same noises in porn, but not from my own throat.  It turned me on, and I could see and feel it was turning him on too.  He grasped a handful of my hair and fucked my mouth harder and faster.

When he couldn't take it any longer, he pulled me up and pushed me onto the futon.  He savaged my pussy like it was the last time he'd be able to taste pussy juices.  I could feel that I was so wet.  It wasn't just his saliva, it was a fuckton of pussy juice that he lapped up like the good boy that he is.

I wish I didn't get so eager for Nexus' cock.  Wait.  Forget that.  What I really wish is that he could fuck me, and lick my pussy at the same time.  Yes.  That's what I need.

He fucked me silly that night.  I was cumming everywhere, and it was a beautiful thing.  My legs were up on his shoulders, and he pulled them up as well as back over my head.  When he pulled my legs up as well, he fucked me in places that I swear have never been touched before.

I moaned so loudly, caring not what his neighbors in the hallway thought.  As he pumped me full of his hot cum, I looked in his eyes and swooned watching his pure pleasure.  I love the vulnerability of making my lover cum.  At that very moment, they're all yours.  It's intoxicating.

<3  Deviant Doll